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if i could touch anything

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soft touch 02:31
you haven’t seen me seeing you yet but i’ve tried i’m the thing in the corner of your eye i’m the soft touch of a cool breeze when you cry you don’t know how well you know me; be assured i’m the creak from an unoccupied floor i’m the soft touch of a cold hand on a ouija board you’ve seen me in your photos you say i’m specks of dust i know you and i know those things you dare not discuss you’re perceiving my perseverance in some ways you can’t bring yourself to say you can’t admit to yourself in the light of day you’ve seen me in your photos you say i’m leaking light i know what you don’t disclose and keeps you up at night you haven’t seen me seeing you yet, but i do i’m the thing that you feel supporting you from the shadows of a dark room when you’re blue you don’t know how well you know me, but i’m here like i’ve been for immeasurable years like i will be 'til you’re gone and long after you disappear
under you 02:44
i’d like to be slightly less than six feet under you can we see eye to eye or am i only see through? i do not peek— i’m not a sneak— but lord you wash your hair for hours i trace letters in the steam that fogs the mirror near your shower just yesterday i heard you say “lately i swear it feels i'm never alone, it’s like there’s someone with me all of the time" i feel your things, your silver rings, sometimes put them out of place just to see the look of doubt and excitement on your face is that wrong? you hook the latch and strike a match, you light a candle and ask "can we be introduced? i’ve seen your messages on the glass "i know you "i know you "you are the wind against my skin when the curtains are still "you are that inexplicable feeling of terror and thrill i know you i know you" now in the house, nobody else, just you and me and the dark and what i think would probably be the increased beat of my heart
shivering 00:44
open your doors i try my best to leave your friends all undisturbed when i come through the wall, they all seem so perturbed please can you tell them there's no need to be concerned? turn up the heat when i get close to you, you're always shivering you know i'd warm you up if i could touch anything but when i try to, all the lights start flickering


tiny monthly themed ep 1/12

a witch asked for some songs from the perspective of a ukulele-playing ghost who is in love with the woman whose house she is haunting


released January 31, 2016

thanks to
november, a witch
caleb, a collaborator
sage, a delight




people you meet outside of bars Peterborough, Ontario

hi, i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast or whatever

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