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this time 01:48
loving you concurrently with feeling like shit i got to thinking it was loving you that made me feel like this now i think i needed something to blame for feeling bad & you're the most important thing i had it isn't fair to you, i know none of this is just it isn't easy for either of us this time, this time i'll drink less, you'll talk more we'll know what to look for be gentle, go slowly don't pretend what's profane is now holy this time, this time this time, this time this time
nowhere 01:29
old leaves on dark ground i am nowhere nowhere to be found i am lost i try to step soft dry leaves on wet ground light a smoke to quiet quiet everything down i am gone just carry on
i find the dryer in the dark, i flick a switch liquid hits liquid & i grin around my fist new bad habits for a new year i don't believe in god, but the book is just a symbol i don't believe in family, but the history is simple so i put my hand on my grandmother's bible and i swear i will not love you anymore i will not kiss your lipstick stains i will not haunt your windowpanes i will not tape poetry to your front door my fingertips whisper tales of pharynges & bathroom tiles my arms bleed dust & when i hear your name, i smile old bad habits for a new year i once believed i'd grow, and i have changed, in some respects i once believed in you and me, but the history's complex so i put my nose in the dip of your neck and mumble that we keep getting older if we co-ordinate, if we exercise restraint if we both keep each other at arms length we can have our hands on each other's shoulders


tiny monthly themed ep 9/12

things change.


released October 13, 2016




people you meet outside of bars Peterborough, Ontario

hi, i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast or whatever

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