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waking up on the covers, feet under the pillow
for the third or fourth or fifth afternoon in a row
with my clothes on with my phone dead
with radio static filling my head

my friends are like "we went to costco, we had a glass of wine"
i'm like, "i only barely escaped doing time"
they have a membership, they have self-control
i'm working a shovel at the bottom of a deep hole

an average person's rock bottom is my average weeknight
never know how i got to bed or who turned out the light
but i feel fine maybe unnerved
but definitely better than i could possibly deserve

my friends just chill; they're buying furniture and paying phone bills
and i'm still crushing up pills
they have a game plan, they have life goals
i'm working a shovel at the bottom of a deep hole

i drink water
i'm scared of consequences
& man i feel them coming
with all my spidey senses
i'll try to face them
i'll try to be brave
i will not be dug out
i will not be saved

i'll keep pushing limits til i find my boundaries
and when i do, it will probably fucking kill me


from bottom​(​less), released July 18, 2016




people you meet outside of bars Peterborough, Ontario

hi, i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast or whatever

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