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three visits after it becomes mine
i drive away from your house for the last time
hyperventilating quietly in the back seat
while my eyeliner streaks

i took a sweater and a couple of shelves
and the knowledge i will never fully understand myself

a fall sun sets on the property
i scour your journals for your thoughts about me
flipping quickly through handwritten poems and old photos
my desperation shows

i hoard burned CDs and brand new unknowns
and quiet thoughts that i will never really truly have a home

and i
i will never fully understand


from culpable, released September 29, 2017




people you meet outside of bars Peterborough, Ontario

hi, i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast or whatever

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