1. |
basting
03:00
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everyone sees your garter belt
everything holding you together
everything you've ever felt
all of your lace, all of your leather
nothing held back
nothing picking up the slack
everyone sees right through your tricks
every stitch that's falling out
every temporary fix
you never did anything about
nothing held tight
nothing putting up a fight
five foot seven inches of loose thread
you might as well go back to bed
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2. |
indoor kid
02:59
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i was an indoor kid & i spend a lot of time at home
& i will probably die just like my mother did:
drunk & alone
i'm sorry; that's no-one's business
but every haunting needs a witness
my engine runs on fright & i barely shut my aching eyes
& i will probably die like any other night:
exhausted & high
i'm sorry; that's not your problem
but sometimes hauntings end up solemn
i'm sorry; i get nervous
but most times, i deserve it
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3. |
heart.gif
03:54
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at the show like, "i'm sorry if i seem in my head
"i really wanna be here, but also want to be dead"
i'm sorry you heard me through the wall
i'm sorry you can hear me ever, ever at all
i've been eating, i've been outside, i have been sleeping
still the shadows come a-creepin'
i'm sorry you found me on the floor
i'm sorry for all the other times before
you put your hand on my hand & say, "it's alright"
& i don't believe you, but it gets me through the night
i'm sorry i'm always crying
i am sorry-- i promise that i'll keep trying
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told you so
05:06
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i'm the fool who asked, "are you sure?"
& half-believed you when you said you were
i recognise roads to resentment
i'm sorry that you thought you meant it
i know, i know you had to go
in my defense, i told you so
another friendship overpowered
another person i've devoured
you tell the flame, "i won't get burned"
then retreat, blistered, lesson learned
i said from the start i was on fire
i'm many things, but not a liar
you choked, you choked on smoke
& all the words we never spoke
i shared my vision, seen so clearly
a future where you can't be near me
you said, "you're not a fucking prophet"
i know that. but i know this topic
my dear, my dear, give it a year
you'll regret our whole career
so on & such. i'm too much.
i break the hands to which i clutch
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after all
05:20
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four or five years, not a word
now you're here, or so i've heard
there is so much to catch up on
thanks for chancing this liaison
but after all, it was your turn to call
there are queries, there's no closure
i had theories, but it's over
it's just lovely to hear your voice
no need to walk me through your choice
after all, once you were a port of call
let's not go there; let's not do this
you don't owe any excuses
after all, someone had to make the call
but if you maybe wanna talk about it
if you maybe wanna talk about it
if you maybe wanna talk about it
i'd like to have that conversation
i'd like to open up that line of communication
if you maybe, if you maybe, just maybe want to talk
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people you meet outside of bars Ottawa, Ontario
hi we're people you meet outside of bars & i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast
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