it's not your fault you ruined my life

from uncharismatic by people you meet outside of bars

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i'm so depressed, it never ends
and i take it out on my best friends
and so they slowly grow to hate me hate me hate me
to be around me is a chore
my moods swing, they hit the floor
my eyes dart, my smile is shaky shaky shaky

they say, "you used to clown around
now all you do is bring us down
you're like a poison, like a vampire vampire vampire
it's not that we're not here for you
it's just that everything you do
is like a sinkhole, like a quagmire quagmire quagmire"

and i understand-- i really do
i exhaust myself, too
to lend a hand, to pull me through
well, what's the point when i'm so constantly blue?

i'm so depressed, or i'm just sad
i don't really have it that bad
it's just a lie that my mind repeats repeats repeats
but knowing it's just in my brain
doesn't do shit to stop the pain
doesn't do anything to free me free me free me

i know that i've been getting worse
and you don't want to see my hearse
i swear i get why you would get out get out get out
so go ahead just leave me now
i will stay right here on the ground
i will not follow, get the lead out lead out lead out

'cause i understand-- i really do
i exhaust myself, too
to lend a hand, to pull me through
well, what's the point when i'm so constantly blue?

i'm so depressed, it doesn't quit
and i treat everyone like shit
and so they give up and they hate me hate me hate me
i never go out anymore
i stay at home and watch the floor
and when i'm sober i am shaky shaky shaky

i am not trying to lay blame
anyone else would do the same
it's in your best interest to get out get out get out
please! go ahead! just leave me now
i'll hide and try not to be found
i will not follow, get the lead out lead out lead out

i understand-- i really do
i exhaust myself, too.
to lend a hand, to pull me through
well, what's the point when i'm so constantly blue?

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from uncharismatic, released March 31, 2016

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people you meet outside of bars Peterborough, Ontario

hi, i'm satah. welcome to gay goth vibes dot online, my collection of big feelings. i like to sing about stuff that hearts do, like stopping forever or breaking or going too fast or whatever

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